Missing you..

What is it, that actually makes you miss something, or someone. Is it their smile, their laugh, or just the way they make you feel?
I've lost so many 'friends' over the years, it's actually few of them I miss.
I'm grateful for the few I've actually gotten back, but I still miss that one special person.
You made me laugh, you made me cry, & vice versa.. But all the memories, I'll always remember. 
We havn't talked in a few months, & my pride is getting the better of me, I don't wanna contact you first, because I'm afraid, afraid that you won't wanna know me anymore.
I'm sorry Nicki, if I've acted like a bitch, but the truth is, I really miss you.

Anna.

''I guess karma comes back around, cause now I'm the one who's hurting.''